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Fri Sep 11, 2009, 11:30 AM
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people have a dark side to them such a darkside that is brought out in such an innocent way... to get attention, to drive someone to the point of insanity, depressin, to just have everything focused on center spotlight and hurt others in doing so.... everyone says everything happens because of them and then hold onto those words as a curse when it should be put aside and happy words should be held onto. everyone is sinking low into a place where they cant come abck because theya re puting themselves away... thier emotions, the real them and trying to believe their own lies. sadness happens in ways it shoulndn't , it accurs so rapidly and by any word and sinks them even lower...as help is given to them they reject it as so until they are on the verg of ending it... they have ups and downs but make their own downs seem worse than they really are.. they believe their own lies.. tears are shed over things just wasted tears they become lies and blames are put on those who they shouldnt be put on and its driven by that person then they become sad.... is this true sadness or is it attention thrived just wanting to feel in that darkness that could kill wanting to feel as if everything is at worst for them but when help is given its rejected.. its rejected over and over again.is this darkside of wanting to feel such a true sadness, true pain the dark side of our kind... or is the dark side something more synical in wanting everything focused around them, attention thrived just wanting more sympathy than needed when this world together needs sympathy alone.. and not to feel alone

this is everyone.. and this is no one...

i was tagged

Sun Sep 6, 2009, 6:01 AM
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  • Drinking: its ketchup!!! i swear!!!
What would you do If you found out that you were dying that night?

Would you:


[] spend that day with your family?
[x] Would you spend time with your gf/bf?
[] Would you finally tell the one you love, you love them?



What would you do if you found out you weren’t human?


Would you:

[] tell everyone you knew
[x] keep it a secret
[] tell your hair brush
[] tell your reflection in the mirro
[] none of the above



If you found out that the world was going to end what would you do?



Would you:

[x] eat a cookie like nothing is going to happen
[] scream and run around like a chicken with a crunch roll in their mouth
[] make-out with your bf/gf
[] sit and cry with your family about all the stuff that you never accomplished.
[] None of the above



If you had a penny for everything you did wrong, what would you do with all the money?

You would:

[] Spend it on yourself like a greedy person.
[x] Buy people things that they could never afford
[] Buy something nice for your special someone
[] None of the above




Rules:
1. You must tag 3 other people
2. Take this SERIOUSLY!!
3. Have fun with it!!
umm tag anyone?

its... 1?:41 am...now its 2:09!!

Sun Aug 30, 2009, 9:46 PM
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its 1:41 am... im tired and cant go to bed.. i ahve to write 2 essays for school because always school rules.. but just this one simple time.. i wanted to make up a ryhme about how tired i am sccince the clock struck nine... o why is it 1:41 am? when im done with this journal i shall press send and yet i'll be heere typing essays galor ones that dont need to be typed.. torn up and nothing more.... these essays oh essays!! how i despise you so!! for i can no go to sleep no a wink oh no.. so here i sit typing essays of no purpouse and here i shall stay writting these stuipid essays...
i am soo hyper right now!! whoot!!! and yet so tired!!! help me XDDDD!!!! whooot!!!


I AM SLEEPY... *yawns*

Yea..

Fri Aug 7, 2009, 7:42 PM
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  • Drinking: its ketchup!!! i swear!!!
i really don't know tee hee i just feel like my writing is slipping so much, like iv lost my touch are am slipping into a really long writers block, me try lost of things but tnoghin works right now so please bear with me on that.

and hows everyone doin? tells me please ^-^

2 tagly things in one

Thu Aug 6, 2009, 2:52 PM
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this one from matt tee hee.. and i on a magical persons laptop XD

i want to know
. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favourite Film:
5. Favourite Song or Album:
6. Favourite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do we know each other outside of dA?
10. What's your philosophy on life?
11. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
12. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
13. What is your favourite memory of us?
14. What is your favourite guilty pleasure?
15. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
16. You can have three wishes (for yourself, so forget all the 'world peace etc' malarkey) - what are they?
17. Can we get together and make a cake?
18. Which country is your spiritual home?
19. What is your big weakness?
20. Do you think I'm a good person?
21. What is/was your best/favourite subject at school?
22. Describe your accent:
23. If you could change anything about me, would you?
24. What do you wear to sleep?
25. Trousers or skirts?
26. Cigarettes or alcohol?
27. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
28. Will you repost this so I can fill it out for you?


then this one is from my big bro just cus i wanted to do tis one
How bad are you?
Have you ever...

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. so by accident
[] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex. well she took up the whole bed -.-' silly cuzin XD
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex. oO in rl not that i know of
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[] watched porn
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 3

[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[] snuck out of the house.
[] done something illegal.
[x] felt hurt.
[ ] hurt someone. i try not to
[] wished someone to die. never
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] missed curfew.
[ ] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself yummay
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair.
[] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club. like umm book club?
[ ] been to a bar. i have a small one in my house that count?

TOTAL: 1

[x] been to a wild party. woot!
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night. that would kill me
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ ] sniffed anything like a flower i hope?
[ ] wore black nail polish
[] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap. me no like
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 2

[x] dressed gothic. tee hee im part goth
[] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ ] stole something. does being like 4 months old count?
[] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[ ] fainted.
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor. no but other way around yes

TOTAL: 2

[] had a crush on a friend. dont all relationships start out as being friends?
[] been to a concert.
[ ] dry-humped someone. okay whuts that?
[x] been called a slut. by my mom but me not she was just mad
[ ] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. yup but at different times and adults were around i was 7 okay!
[ ] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 2

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised on mail.
[ ] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[x] had an injury. broken fingers
[ ] gone to court. maybe XD
[ ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 3

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[ ] hugged a stranger.
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 2

[] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[] prank-called someone. but when teletmarketers call me have fun tee hee
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. i was real tired and just fell asleep ^-^'
[ ] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 4

GRAND TOTAL: 23 oO im bad? :cries: im sorry!!


If You Have Less Than 10..write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10..write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

and i do says sorry for my writing lately its slipping and im losing my touch, hopefuly its not forever

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